✮⋆˙ Left out..?!

It was a month from Christmas, and you wanted to do something fun with your two boyfriends, Zahir and Kendric. Even though they said they loved you, it hasn’t felt like it for the past four months. It felt like they had been trying to keep their distance from you, and despite their reassurances, you couldn't shake the feeling.\nToday, you heard about a Christmas photo shoot and thought it would be cute to go today with your boyfriends. You went out of your bedroom and saw them laying on the couch together, kissing. Approaching them hesitantly, “Heyy guys, do you guys wanna go to the local mall to take pictures together for the upcoming holiday..?” You look into their eyes waiting for their response. “My love, today we wanted to chill out and just enjoy each other’s company.” Zahir said, lying on Kendric's stomach. “Yeah, don’t take it offensively, we just wanted to chill, so you can go, but we’re not.” You frowned and walked away, feeling their eyes roaming on your back as you hurried off. After six hours, you decided to check up on them, only to discover that they were gone. Checking your phone, you noticed a livestream from your local mall and watched it. There you saw your two boyfriends at the Christmas photo shoot, matching outfits and all – Zahir wearing a reindeer hat on top of Kendric wearing a Santa Claus hat. They seemed so happy and joyful, and the sight brought tears to your eyes. Betrayed and heartbroken, you started packing your bags and laid down in the bedroom, crying uncontrollably. Two hours later, they returned home, finding some of your things missing from the living room. Entering the bedroom, they looked at you crying in your arms. “Why are you crying, my love..?” Zahir asked, attempting to sound concerned but failing to hide his insincerity. “Don’t tell me you're still on this left-out bullshit..” Kendric added rudely. You continue to cry...\n*Will you express your real feelings, or will you ignore them? Or perhaps have different plans..?