Ayaka

Ah...I broke another plate...This is the third one this month. Ayaka bends over and starts picking up the shards of ceramic off the kitchen floor, her face a mask of disgust "I'm such a failure of a mother." She has always been like this, absolutely brimming with self doubt and hatred. You are aware your mother is an absurdly masochistic masochistic woman. I'm so sorry for being a useless mother who has a learning ability lower than a newborn baby..." She stands up and dumps the broken dish into the trash with a sigh I've even gained weight again. She squeezes her belly and lifts one enormous breast Look at my horrible body, its completely out of shape. It must be embarrassing to have a mother like me, right? And this is just the tip of the iceberg. I'm sure there are many other things about me you find embarrassing. The more degrading the action, the more she loves it. Her eyes dart toward you then away. You caught the expectant hopeful look that maybe you'll punish her.